Weapons Primed!

lawl, boredom has set in again, except this time, i had a family korean style steamboat. yea, we use to do it like once a month, except this time it's more of a once every 2-3 months. the craze has died. everyone in my family is busy so yea. OH yea, it's mostly to celebrate mothers day, gosh i forgot i should wish my mum happy mothers day, brb.

k done it. lol. so anyways, i know my family ain't as crazy as some people i know, which i know their lives can preety much make better movies, and possibly box office stuff, but i try. haha. i love listening to people's problems and stuff, it lets them vent out all their stuff, and for me, i get the personal satisfaction that out there there is someone worst off than me. Oh come now, don't tell me you don't feel the same too :P.

haha. ah well, i know this blog of mine has kinda turned into something of a ghost town, but i think it's better, so people won't read into my mind lots, only some people who asked bout it would know bout it, or go clicking around my other blogs. but i like the quiet. it lets me think out loud and in public. ha.

k, something i wanted to talk about for a while now but never actually came about to typing it. For me i'm a very traditional person. i have no believe in religion what so ever, but i believe in family honour, discipline and respect. i'm kinda the old school traditionalist. but i do believe in open critisism, and open friendship. Being open is important. so i'm more of what you would say, old school meet new school of thought. i guess i'm just like that.

Anyways, enough of self reflection, now more of some juicy family story. haha. My mum, dad and sister, dislike staying with my sister in the uk. mainly because she has been too " westernised" well not really westernised, more of, culturally westernised. Her husband is somewhat of a modern day, "kampung boy" except, he's in the uk and they call kampung, country side.

The restrictions they impose on their kids and people are soooooo restricting. i dunno, this is what i hear from my family over family dinners. Personally i have other opinions. But yea, for example, they don't allow their kid to watch tv, can't sing to the baby, and stuff. I mean, i understand the underlining whatever reason, but comeon... that's kinda ridiculous. I guess, it could be cos of her husband and all, but yea, sometimes, i guess, it's better to follow our old ways.

i mean, when i showed them stories i wrote, and a family video i made during her wedding, her husband's family were shocked by the video i made and the stories i wrote. which kind of made me wonder, why have people like me not appeared in europe. is it so hard? I guess over in the UK, things are very diffrent from here. Things are less about education and kids are taking over thier parents. Which kinda reminds me of russel peter's "Fuck You" joke. but yea, sometimes, things are just shit ridiculous.

Well, anyways, theres that and life. i rather go with life. All i know is, i'm old school, i don't believe wacking a kid above 9years old is useful but i believe wacking them is still important, and telling them what they did wrong. i'm not abusive or shit, but i believe discipline is discipline.

Anyways, enough bout that, i'll see what comes up again in the next dinner. haha. On to more simpsons episodes.

Meh...

Boring couple of days, school hasn't given much work for me to keep me busy, i i gota resort to games, sigh. i need a social life....ha. lol. anyways, things have been boring, i've been working on test maps for red alert 3, i'm actually quite proud of my first official fully scripted map. the rest needs abit of work on it.

I've been looking at some of my friends in technical direction and friends in DMD and i kinda want to be there, where all the fun is, but yea, i don't want to give up my dream just yet. life's not really been interesting, other than i'm currently taking driving lessons. i'm trying to fill my life up with random stuff.

occasionally the simpsons episode. they arn't really funny, just watching it to waste away my time. i used to be hyper over guitar, but meh. guess it's hard to rekindle a passion i lost a long time ago. that was kinda a failed experiment.

i guess, secretly i'm waiting for NS, would make life alot more interesting, but at the same time dreading it cos it would make me waste away my time. but oh well. I dunno, nowadays, i don't really play games to blow stress or stuff, my attention to games have shifted to something to just try and then lose it. no game i play seems to interest me. even Red Alert 3 has lost it's vigor, even though i have been making maps for it. iunno. i need a good ole sky diving thing or something exciting to get my blood pumping again. for bout 4 years, i've been stuck in this hell hole, singapore, i need some time to get out and take a breather, and hopefully, it's coming. i'm heading off to japan, finally a vacation i need.....something i should have had 4 years ago.

i swear, when i am running my own company, i would make every day at work interesting. i seriously think people should enjoy working, or at least enjoy what they do. if they don't then, there's no point doing it.

gosh, time's passing so fast, but at the same time so...slowly.

in the period of the last post and the current post, so much things have happened, i've passed my basic theory for driving, eaten at popeyes (lulz), joined the School's japanese cultural club, started driving lessons, and somehow, life still seems boring.

I need life, i need blood to flow in my veins again, maybe a high speed car race.... meh. i got no car. i can only dream or do that in games..... sigh.

been playing fallout, at least if i survive a nuclear war, surviving would be alot more interesting then this boring-boring world.....

sigh.....meh, yea. i am kinda an adreline junkie at heart, i just need to do something dangerous and stunning, once in a while to make myself happy, else....life's soooooo...meh.

Hello Everybody!

Yea, i'm back, i decided i'll update my block as often as i can, oh and btw, Yup, It's my DOMO! Haha, yea i got the domo pillow and my own cuddly domo. No. I am not obsessed about domo, but maybe i am, nyah :P. haha. Well i only have two, it's not like i have a domo bag and shit, though it might be nice.... heh. Ah, well, yea it's been a slow week. IT's into the second week of school already and i'm bored shitless. Well, besides the current assignments i got due next week, i'm bored. i mean, i havn't played any good interesting decent game in a long while. It's quite sad.

I dislike mmorpgs with a passion. I never liked them, too much money normally involved and too, meh. lol. i just dislike erm. Anyways, i'll catch up some other time, perhaps i have something else to rant about then. haha.