Meh...

Boring couple of days, school hasn't given much work for me to keep me busy, i i gota resort to games, sigh. i need a social life....ha. lol. anyways, things have been boring, i've been working on test maps for red alert 3, i'm actually quite proud of my first official fully scripted map. the rest needs abit of work on it.

I've been looking at some of my friends in technical direction and friends in DMD and i kinda want to be there, where all the fun is, but yea, i don't want to give up my dream just yet. life's not really been interesting, other than i'm currently taking driving lessons. i'm trying to fill my life up with random stuff.

occasionally the simpsons episode. they arn't really funny, just watching it to waste away my time. i used to be hyper over guitar, but meh. guess it's hard to rekindle a passion i lost a long time ago. that was kinda a failed experiment.

i guess, secretly i'm waiting for NS, would make life alot more interesting, but at the same time dreading it cos it would make me waste away my time. but oh well. I dunno, nowadays, i don't really play games to blow stress or stuff, my attention to games have shifted to something to just try and then lose it. no game i play seems to interest me. even Red Alert 3 has lost it's vigor, even though i have been making maps for it. iunno. i need a good ole sky diving thing or something exciting to get my blood pumping again. for bout 4 years, i've been stuck in this hell hole, singapore, i need some time to get out and take a breather, and hopefully, it's coming. i'm heading off to japan, finally a vacation i need.....something i should have had 4 years ago.

i swear, when i am running my own company, i would make every day at work interesting. i seriously think people should enjoy working, or at least enjoy what they do. if they don't then, there's no point doing it.

gosh, time's passing so fast, but at the same time so...slowly.

in the period of the last post and the current post, so much things have happened, i've passed my basic theory for driving, eaten at popeyes (lulz), joined the School's japanese cultural club, started driving lessons, and somehow, life still seems boring.

I need life, i need blood to flow in my veins again, maybe a high speed car race.... meh. i got no car. i can only dream or do that in games..... sigh.

been playing fallout, at least if i survive a nuclear war, surviving would be alot more interesting then this boring-boring world.....

sigh.....meh, yea. i am kinda an adreline junkie at heart, i just need to do something dangerous and stunning, once in a while to make myself happy, else....life's soooooo...meh.

Hello Everybody!

Yea, i'm back, i decided i'll update my block as often as i can, oh and btw, Yup, It's my DOMO! Haha, yea i got the domo pillow and my own cuddly domo. No. I am not obsessed about domo, but maybe i am, nyah :P. haha. Well i only have two, it's not like i have a domo bag and shit, though it might be nice.... heh. Ah, well, yea it's been a slow week. IT's into the second week of school already and i'm bored shitless. Well, besides the current assignments i got due next week, i'm bored. i mean, i havn't played any good interesting decent game in a long while. It's quite sad.

I dislike mmorpgs with a passion. I never liked them, too much money normally involved and too, meh. lol. i just dislike erm. Anyways, i'll catch up some other time, perhaps i have something else to rant about then. haha.

it lives again!

haha, my blog is alive again. yes it is after a year of inactiviy it has come alive again!!! muhahaha.. lol. well, i've not been totally inactive in the blog scene for a while. i started a secondary blog, http://zomgomgwtfbbq.blogspot.com which runs spoofed game news. yea, well, i was bored and wanted something to do...so yea.

Well, what's been up? umm... i'm now taking my driving lessons, yea, it's incredibly strict here when yer being tested to drive a car. after learning the rules and passing my basic theory i realise how many people have broken the law. lol. but sigh.

well, year 2 of poly is gona start next week. so i'm getting mentally prepared. so anyways, nothing much has been up other than i was an orientation group leader, was really fun, though the occasional hickups. it ain't bad. we made so many new friends and the kids i took were fun. well, i'm generalising kids, cos some of erm are older than me...haha.

mm, so i'm gona continue with games programming, i have alwways dreamt of being a ceo of my own game studio. some day, i want to make that true.

well, yea so if you're reading this i wanna let you now i'm not dead. haha...at least not yet. oh yea, check out my deviant art site too and my main side sites, massdriller.deviantart.com and massdriller.com check out the stuffs i've been working on.

anyways, always have fun in life. i'll catchup some other time.

What have been up...

Well, not much, i just went to see speed racer yesterday in the middle of lectures. 3hr break FTW. haha. It's cool, but too much CGI. usually these types of movies turns me off, but the script, eventhough how corny it is, preety much poked somethign in me, since i watched the cartoon in my childhood days. Kind of cool. anyways besides that, everything else has been fun. Poly life is expensive, just last wednesday i watched ironman and yesterday i watched speed racer... like geezee.... anyways, things are cool...

On the otherhand, something i have been working on died.. when i accidentally over wrote it the other day... what a shitty situation.. oh well... what can i do? i redid the work. IF you want to read up on that check out my hikari blog. i keep it as a saperate school blog, but i might split it into 2 blogs now, since the other day, i had a moment of inspiration of writing why switch statements are better than ifelse, it turned out to be a cool lesson, and the more people i show that to, the more they want me to keep it up to date.... like wtffuxx0rszhax... oh well..

Anyways, i gota go catch up some other time.

Gasps...

Okay, i have decided after long deliberation that i will drop A Team, lol. ironic, i was so amped up during the interview, and i drop it just a couple of days after. lol. Kinda reminds me of that time in secondary school in which i quit a month before i was supposed to be president of IT club. lol. Anyways, that doesn't matter. I decide that i need to put more time into my course and my work. Besides, i only need one CCA, and 2 ccas is one too many. Was already feeling the strain in which i got so many ccas and not enough time. I don't want to be caught in a tight jam.

After writing my resignation letter...yes you heard me right... i have officially left A team. So now i can resume my archery as normal and my studies... in which i seriously think i'm falling behind in math... which sux. I don't want to be stuck in the same vortex of doom i was stuck in in secondary school again.

Anyways, i got class soon, so i'll catch up later.

Dillema....

Okay, so yea reading that tittle prolly poked someone in their ribs.. heh. Well, this is the situation i'm currently facing, well i guess i dug my own ditch...

As you know if you have read my blog, i've got 2 CCAs. One is Archery and the other is A-Team. Okay let's break it down...

Archery
- Selection through basic archery course
- Training every Monday, Wednesday, Saturday. With set time and location.
- Still going through Archery's Basic Archery Course.
- If fail, then off the club.
- If pass, then will have to find a way to union the Archery Club and A team or drop Either/Or.

A Team
- Selection through interview
- Meeting every Wednesday fortnightly
- Events participating will force me to miss lessons/Classes.
- Means catching up lessons..Not something I'm happy to do...
- Timing Clashes with Archery
- Technically, am in A Team Already.

So with that points put across.. what should i do? I don't want to spiral out into daily planner hell like my secondary school days. I should know of all people that having dual CCAs don't work for me....but why did i do it :<. I dunno. For now i guess, the situation i'll take is to give A team a trial of 2 months while i wait for my archery basic course to finish. If i pass, then i'll have to continue with this dillema... if not, then i guess i'll only have one cca to worry about.

Other than that, i'm enjoying school... I like the subjects and when you like the stuff you are learning, you'll like studying it. heh. So yay for me! And even better news is that i have no exams...yippy. But that means being constant with work which i seriously don't mind.

Labour Day!

Yay, 30th post... this call for a celebration..haha.
Well, let's see it's labour day today, and sadly, no vart lessons... they are the most funnest subject i have.heh. check out my other blog hikari digital base, to see what i'm working on now. Well, anyways, my class has 3 daniels and 2 melvins. haha. It's fun. lol. I took up A-Team and Archery, yes I'm feeling like A person now...get it? yes, i'm abit looney. lol.

Archery is fun, but there is a basic course i got to go through and the team apparently will drop members who do not pass the test at the end of the course which is in 5wk's time. OMG stress...lol. on another note, i joined the A team, the school's ambassadorial team which does event planning, organising, management, ushuring and all that stuff... the interview 2 days ago for it was like a business interview..omgawd...haha... well.. we'll see tommorow if i get in.

anyways, i'm off. need to relax.